Saturday, February 13, 2010

Saturday:One year later...and 25 things that changed in my life




And I am still blogging...what a surprise indeed. I never thought that I will live to this actually with my character. So I guess it is time for some conclusions. And here they are:
  1. I started to blog about my hobbies and thoughts on 12.02.2009
  2. And I intend to do it long years to come.
  3. I am one year older.
  4. And 10 times more wiser or not so naive at least.
  5. I learned the hard way that no one is really what he seems to be. Again.
  6. And found that it is hard to stay true to your believes.
  7. I sleep less, I eat more, I wonder more about my future.
  8. And I am sure that everything is going to be all right in the end.
  9. I no longer write poetry, nor short essays.
  10. And I lost my "way with the words" :"(
  11. I still love to take pictures.
  12. And to share them with my friends.
  13. I lost my faith in my partner.
  14. And started to question him more in hope for "salvation".
  15. Then it turned out that it didn't help at all...so now I am all alone. Again.
  16. He stole a piece of my soul
  17. And I scarred pretty badly
  18. But now I feel fine again.
  19. And the thin white line of the scar stays with me.
  20. I lost some friends of mine.
  21. And found new ones, real treasures, hidden all around me.
  22. Some of closest people I have question my decisions daily
  23. And give me strength to carry on with my deeds  
  24. I am finally starting to love myself...
  25. Or at least I think I do.


Thats all I think. Thank all of you for following me. It is nice to know that out there is someone after all. I am really grateful for all these nice comments and the fact that your presence completed this blog in one wonderful way.:") So here are some home-made sweets...





I also wish to say: Happy Birthday to Пламито!I know that I am a bit late, but...this cake is for you!






P.S- Dennis, I know that you won't read this, but anyway: Happy Birthday! I wish you only one thing: Rise and Shine!:")

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Thuesday: Valentine's Day Fever

Today the good news is: The 7-th session is now oficially over for me. I took all of my exams pretty well and now I have plenty of free time to hang out with my brother, to do some office work, to research some new programs. 
The bad news is (there is always one, you know): It is Valentine's Day Time...for my personal taste this holiday is way too commercial and plain stupid.  The whole city is covered with hearths, fluffy things, rose marabu feathers (poor birdies!), it is crowded in every cafe, it is dirty, unkept and  you can't find place to stay in serenity for longer than 2 minutes. There is nothing appealing and romantic in this situation, you know... 
And I need to tell you something "happy couples": you do not need a special day to say: "I LOVE YOU" to your dearest person. Yeap. No secret here. :) This is why I just love these anti-valentine moo cards. Check them out!

Anyway, I wish very pleasant, romantic, interesting and happy week to all who love someone in this world!