And I am still blogging...what a surprise indeed. I never thought that I will live to this actually with my character. So I guess it is time for some conclusions. And here they are:
- I started to blog about my hobbies and thoughts on 12.02.2009
- And I intend to do it long years to come.
- I am one year older.
- And 10 times more wiser or not so naive at least.
- I learned the hard way that no one is really what he seems to be. Again.
- And found that it is hard to stay true to your believes.
- I sleep less, I eat more, I wonder more about my future.
- And I am sure that everything is going to be all right in the end.
- I no longer write poetry, nor short essays.
- And I lost my "way with the words" :"(
- I still love to take pictures.
- And to share them with my friends.
- I lost my faith in my partner.
- And started to question him more in hope for "salvation".
- Then it turned out that it didn't help at all...so now I am all alone. Again.
- He stole a piece of my soul
- And I scarred pretty badly
- But now I feel fine again.
- And the thin white line of the scar stays with me.
- I lost some friends of mine.
- And found new ones, real treasures, hidden all around me.
- Some of closest people I have question my decisions daily
- And give me strength to carry on with my deeds
- I am finally starting to love myself...
- Or at least I think I do.
Thats all I think. Thank all of you for following me. It is nice to know that out there is someone after all. I am really grateful for all these nice comments and the fact that your presence completed this blog in one wonderful way.:") So here are some home-made sweets...
I also wish to say: Happy Birthday to Пламито!I know that I am a bit late, but...this cake is for you!
P.S- Dennis, I know that you won't read this, but anyway: Happy Birthday! I wish you only one thing: Rise and Shine!:")