Smile, the sun is shining!

Thank you, Gish! It was a wonderful walk!

Photo: me and Grigor Mishov

Winter March(ing)

Time is slipping away. The spring is coming. It is so close. I still can't believe that it is March already. Three months into the "new year". It feels like the beginning was a decade ago.

Too much work to do, too little time to write and surf in the net which is not that bad at all. Anyway I will try to make more photos and share them here. Less words, more sights. I am still waiting for the sunny days to come, to be free to run in the park and enjoy the singing of the birds. Jays... my favourites.

One more month and I am going "German" again.

The world is big, salvation stalks you from everywhere. 

Some poison ivy with beautiful texture and colouring. 

Just a bunch of common Snowdrops :)

Have a wonderful weekend! 

Wednesday: A walk in the park and a cat

A walk in the last warm and sunny days. An isolated bench on a hill. Autumn leafs and still green grass. A big hot cup of tea with apple, cinnamon and raisins. And a really cute cat. :") 

A friend of mine passed away a couple of days ago. Although she was far away of being a close person to me, I am still sad because of her premature death. When something like this happens you realize that life is really short, beautiful and ironic. Apart of that I feel too confined at home and so it happens that I just can't work over my diploma project which theme is funeral hall. Too many grim thoughts. So I decided to pass all my free time away, at the sun. Happy and fuzzy, and warm with friends. Having a good company is something important, don't you think?

Sunny days, and "benching". What a way to pass your afternoon. We made some tries at flare photography. It was my first time at this so if you can share some advices with me, I am open for it! 

Photos: me and Sto

Sunday: Self- Inflicted Happiness...

Now look at me. Look at me closer. And closer. Do you see me? No? Clearly we are at the same situation, 'cause I don't see you either. Blank, empty eyes. No one is there after all. I say that it is only so natural. The happiness is a eluding bitch. Or at least one thats really good at hiding. I know I am different, only not so different than anyone who thinks in private: Why? Why me? Professional Issues. This is what gives you the pleasure to study Architecture. You smile again. And  I think I want to bite your tongue hard. To make you scream, to cause you unbearable pain and maybe later kill you... but then I just smile reassuringly in front of you.

Who needs to be happy after all? And is there a difference between "real" and "self-inflicted" happiness? Is there a way to create it from thin air? Didn't think so...
Anyway...the sun is shining, the weather is sweet as my good friend Lily would say. Don't bother to be miserable, better go for a long walk in the park. watch the clouds moving and rethink your existence. It is not so bad, eh?